I WAS CONTACTED BY AN OLD STUDENT WELL NOT A STUDENT I ALWAYS BROKE UP CLASSES INTO STUDENTS WHO RECIEVED THE HIGHEST TRAINING AND “MY GUYS” WHO I WOULD NEVER CLAIM AS A STUDENTS , THEY JUST DIDNT LIVE THE LIFE OR HAVE THE DEDICATION, THEY JUST WANTED TO FIGHT. SO MY GUYS WERE SECURITY , COPS , MEDICS, BODY GUARDS, THEY HAD NO WISH TO LEARN JAPANESE TERMS, STUDY MULTIPLE SYSTEMS OR TRADITIONS. SO THEY GOT LOWER END TRAINING, MY STUDENTS , THEY STUDIED , MANY THINGS AND DID WHAT I ASKED WITHOUT QUESTION. THIS PERSON CONTACTED ME, I HAD NO MEMORY OF HIM BUT SEEMS I WROTE A BLOG ABOUT HIM. AND HE DID INDEED TRAIN WITH ME. RECENTLY , AFTER HIM STATING HE WANTED TO TRAIN BY THE OLD CODES, EVEN STATED HE WOULD STAY IN FL JUST TO TRAIN WITH ME, I DEDICATED MY TIME TO HIM. I OFFERED VIDEO LESSONS AS HE IS NOT IN MY AREA BUT COMING BACK, I OFFEREDD MANY VIDS WITH LONG EXPLANATIONS, HE IS VERY CONCERNED ABOUT MY HEALTH, SENT ME A GIFT OF HIGH END VODKA, I THOUGHT ALLWAS GOING WELL. BUT SUDDENLY HE STOPPED HIS EFFORT. HE STATED HE WANTS TO TRAIN IN PERSON NOT ON VID OR WHILE HE IS AWAY. I CANNOT GET HIM TO UNDERTSAND, MUCH LIKE HE IS STUDYING FOR HIS PHD HE IS PREPARING FOR A JOB SAME THNG I SAY STUDY LEARN KATA TERMS THROWS TO PREPARE FOR WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER. BUT HE DOENST’ UNDERSTAND AND HAS QUIT AGAIN BEFORE HE STARTED. MUCH LIKE WHAT I WROTE IN BLOG ABOUT HIM WHEN HE WAS 18 AND TRAINED WITH “MY GUYS”. IHAVE GIVEN HIM SOOO MANY CLUES. AS TO WAHT TO DO TO BECOME A STUDENT. HIS REQUEST BUT SADLY HE HAS MISSED ALL OF THEM AND FAILED TO ACT ON MY DIRECTION. NOW HE BLAMES ME AN SAYS I QUIT ON HIM.. I STILL TRY TO HELP HIM DO WHAT I CAN , SO AFTER MANY EMAILS , THE DETAILS ARENT’ IMPORTANT , BUT HE WONT CALL ANY MORE , WE CANNOT TALK ON PHONE ABOUT LESSONS THAT CAN ONLY BE TRANSMITTED VERBALLY NOT IN EMAIL, I SENT THIS REPLY , THERE WER MANY BEFOR THIS BUT I THOUGHT THIS WAS WORTH POSTING. MANY CALL THEMSELVES TEACHERS BUT THEY ARE JUST INSTRUCTORS. PLEASE SEE TEACHER VS INTRSTUCTOR. I
ONLY THRU SUFFERING LEARNING LOSS AND EMPATHY CAN HE COMPLETE JOURNEY GUIDED BY SOMOENE WHO HAS TAKEN IT AND SUCCESSFULLY NAVIGATED IT CAN YOU BECOME TH ECOMPLETE WARRIOR ? THE YIN YANG
THER IS NOTHIN BUT WASTED TIME ADN ILLUSION IN “SELF DEENSE” IN SYSTEMS, BELTS , RANK, CERTS, UNTIL YOU HAVE DONE THE MOST HORRIBLE THINGS, EXPERIENCED WAR AND DEATH, SUFFERED HORRIBLE THINGS AND SOME HOW BECAME A BTTER PERSON YOU NOW HAVE MORE EMPATHY AND MERCY ONLY THEN ARE YOU ON YOUR PATH TO BECOMING A WARRIOR,, UNTIL THEN IIT’S ALLLLL BULLSHIT!!!!!! CERTS AND FANTASY UNTIL YOU BREAK YOU CANNOT REBUILD YOU UNDERSTAND THAT . MY GREATEST STUDENTS THEY WER WILLING TO BREAK TO TRUST ME AND THEY DID WHAT THEY NEVER THOUGHT THEY COULD IT’S NOT ABOUT FIGHTING THE FIGHTING IS ONLY A PATH TO LIVING AND UNDERSTANDING THE WORLD YOURSELF AND THE LIFE YOU HAVE GOOD AND BAD
THE WARRIOR ALWAYS WALKS ALONE BECAUSE THE PATH IS TOOO HARDD FOR ANYONE ELSE TO FOLLOW AND THIS I’VE PROVEN OVER AND OVER
SO THE TEACHER MUST LEAVE THE WARRIORS PATH TO TAKE THE STUDENT DOWN THE EASY TRAIL HE CAN FOLLOW ALL THE TIME NOT REVEALING THE FAILING OF TH STUDENT ONLY PRAISING HIM FOR WHAT HE IS CAPABLE OF THEN THE TEACHER LEAVES THAT PATH AND RESUMES HIS ISOLATION ON THE TRUE PATH
ALONE BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE CAN FOLLWO
BUT RATHER THAN CHASTISE THE STUDENT THE TEACHER PRAISES ALL THE TIME KNOWING THE STUDENT IS JUST TOO WEAK IN MIND AND SPIRIT TO WALK ALONG SIDE HIM ON THE TRUE PATH , SO THE TRUE WARRIOR ,,, HE WALKS ALONE LIVES THE LIFE OF THE WARRIOR BUT ALSO LIVES AS THE TEACHER AND SUPPORTS THE STUDENT IN HIS LIMIETED VIEWS AND ABILITY
AS LONG AS THE STUDENT IS NEVER MADE AWARE OF HIS SHORT COMINGS, HE WILL FEEL HE IS A SUCCESS. BUT THE DILEMA LIES DEEP, TELL THE STUDENT TO TEACH HIM?? OR LET HIM LIVE A LIE TO SUPPORT HIM???? SOMETIMES IT’S THE RIGHT THING TO HURT THE STUDENT NOW SO THAT HE MAY GROW LATER AND THE TEACHER IS NOW LOOKED AT AS A FAILURE, A DOPE, A BAD FRIEND, AND AGAIN THE WARRIOR WALKS ALONE……..
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